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I get upset with myself for not appreciating all the excursions we took to different parts of the Philippines when we were there last. All I wanted to do was stay at home with the cousins.

 

Why?

 

Knowing just how in awe I would be at these sites now, it just feels like that time was a wasted opportunity, you know? 

 

We made use of what little time we had with them.

I don’t see that as a wasted opportunity

 

Ya but we still grew apart

 

You shouldn’t be so hard on yourself for the things you did when you were that young

You’re always doing that